🕉️💫 “A Pavitra Rishta” ~ Pure Connection ❤️🦋💥✊🌈

Dear Gulshan,

I hope, you would be reading this from heaven lying in your mother’s lap. I am sure you must be happy there. After all you are at a better place than the earth. Lord Shiva would be there along with you!

You know whenever I visit this page. I get vibes, very positive vibes. So, I thought to write my thoughts down and I am writing this with regret and full of love for you!

It was heart wrenching that you left us so soon, you have had a high impact on me. So, I start with regret.

I regret, I never tried to know you more, never got to know about  your dreams, passions , good deeds, nor did I make any attempt to know! Although I loved you, I liked all of your movies, your acting, all of your all roles whether it was Manav, Mahi, Ani, Mansoor or Sarfraz. I loved each and every character.

Sushant, I knew the reel Sushant and little bit of the Real Sushant! And regret that I never made any attempt to know you more.

I wish , I had tried to know more about you. Wish, I had watched your all interviews. All I can do is “regret”. But, still there was a connection with you, whenever I saw you either on the big screen or in a poster.. and unfortunately I realised it on the day of your demise – 14th June 2020 (Worst Day).

It shattered me completely. I cried a lot for so many days. You know, from this day many people started giving lecture on mental health but my heart was not convinced with the theory of suicide that SSR could do this.

Many of your fans used to feel the same, then we all started raising our voice and it got heard after one month. I assure you, We will keep fighting until you get the justice!

Gulshan, you know, you are so pure – you had done so many good deeds when you were alive and now your pure soul is continuing its job. It’ is bringing a revolution in our country. You know, today I am completely different than I used to be before your demise. This is how a pure soul miraculously inspires.

Now, whenever I watch clips about your dreams, your knowledge, learning, your generosity, your humility, NASA, Space, love for physics, your love for people (students, kids,fans, poor people) and for your beloved Fudge – each and every clip made me cry and battle a heavy heart.

You were a gentleman full of love, dreams, respect, generosity, empathy, sympathy, dedication. To be honest, I have never seen a man like you in my life. You surprise me each time –  how could a man be so perfect! You seem like the most favourite child of Lord Shiva.

I proudly say that I have chosen you as my inspiration for life!
Gulshan, I am just 24 still – please ask Lord Shiva to bless me in the future with a son like you – the values, ethics, mind, heart, morals and the intelligence you had!

Sushant, you shared a ” Pavitra Rishta” &  a “Pure Connection” with me and all of your fans. We all will keep fighting for you! I promise to you, I’ll keep you alive in my heart and will not stop learning 🙏🌸🦋💫❤️💥🕉️🌈✊

Seri? Seri.

I love you and miss you so much! Gugga..!!❤️

~ Kashish