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  • How Sushant Singh Rajput emerged as a prominent Polymath of India

    Sushant Singh Rajput has not only proved his mettle as an actor time and again, with commercial and critical success to his name. He is using this to his advantage as an extremely passionate enabler of young minds. 

    He had been demonstrating his ability to be an influencer and inspire the youth on various subjects, another facet his personality that has come forth through his social media. He expressed and indulged in his views through social media, interacting with people from different communities adding to the repertoire of his knowledge in the fields of science, technology, philosophy and literature. 

    He was/is known as a strong theist and was very vocal about his beliefs and inclinations. The actor has off late taken to social media as a platform for the exchange of ideas, beliefs and to empower youth through a healthy and engaging dialogue making it a process where everyone takes away something new each time.

    Making his acting debut in the critically acclaimed “Kai Po Che,” Sushant has enjoyed substantial critical and commercial success over the course of his career. His influence on social media and expertise across a vast number of subjects has allowed him to propel the thinking of young minds. He can write with both his left & right hand and can also sketch with ease. He own a part of the moon, had a space training at NASA, play a brilliant cricket.

    Known to be a theist, Sushant has used his presence on social media to engage in meaningful conversations with renowned experts to add to his repertoire of knowledge. Aside from acting, he has also dabbled in painting, poetry, sports, and music. His understanding in the fields of astrophysics and mathematics is also nothing to scoff at.

    Some of his dreams to further up-skills his talents includes, Get a flying LICENSE, Participate in the Iron Man triathlon/ Marathon, Perform the double- site experiment, Play football with Ronaldo, Write a book, Play a cricket match(telecast) with my left hand, Make a music video on cymatics in a mexican cenote & near egyptian sphinx, Sing and play guitar in front of at least 10k people, Dive to real Dwarka and investigate under water.

    https://www.quora.com/Who-are-currently-notable-polymaths/answer/Honey-Singh

    What to you think? He was Polymath? If yes, please share your views here why?

  • ⭐ My Star In Heaven ⭐

                       ⭐MY STAR IN HEAVEN⭐

    I’m sending
    a dove to heaven
    with a parcel on its wings
    be careful when you open it
    it’s full of beautiful things
    inside are a million kisses
    wrapped up in a million hugs
    to say how much I miss you
    and to send you all my love,

    I hold you close within my heart
    and there you will remain
    to walk with me
    throughout my life
    untill we meet again! ❤

  • Raabta

    Hey sush! how are you? hope your enjoying with your mom in andromeda galaxy.. SIR, it’s been 1 year without you and in this one year, I cried a lot and I don’t know how much I will be crying going ahead.

    We all are going through that pain which doesn’t have any pain killer and the void you left between us is not going to be filled. We all are not happy and are just pretending to be happy.

    I’m just 13 years old and I don’t know how I wrote this letter here…. Your demise has hit me so hard, I cannot take this pain at all..We are waiting since 1 year for your justice but no news about that….Missing you immensely dear please come back and spread love once again..

    #JusticeforSSR #PostfromSSRian #Stargazer….

  • Sushant: the legend who will never leave our heart

    I am so sad that why I didn’t search about SSR before his death.

    Actually after his death, I began to know his details about his life and all. He is my favourite person in the world. We all are missing him a lot. Now my mind is not able to think that he is no more but still he lives in our heart. You are my role model. I have already started following your morning routines and study routines.

    One of your biggest dream was to perform Double slit experiment. In modern physics, the double-slit experiment is a demonstration that light and matter can display characteristics of both classically defined waves and particles; moreover, it displays the fundamentally probabilistic nature of quantum mechanical phenomena. Even his instagram and twitter bio is ‘Photon in a Double slit’.

    Sush bhai if you are able to come back, please come..!

    With love
    SSRian

  • Seeking for Stargazer from another star

    Dear Sushi,

    It’s been a year without you. But I still feel like it’s yesterday. Literally I even didn’t know your name before your death, I just watched ms dhoni the untold story in dubbed version. But as Anne frank said “dead people get more flowers than living ones, because regret is powerful than gratitude”.

    After your death I started watching your films and I think you are the first actor who made me cry, I pretend to be normal infront of my parents but my heart is always bleeding. Then, I saw your speech at AVENUES IIT BOMBAY. I sorted out our similarities in my character, even I am an introvert.

    The funny thing is even I am so pampered in my house, I always think when I will step out, I won’t know how to deal with people outside. I gradually become a shy, introvert kid who can’t talk loud, well I still can’t talk and even I love astronomy.

    June 14 2020 I can’t forget that day, after your death, I watched your last film dil bechara that film is like you are saying good bye to us. It’s one of a hell emotional ride. I am seeking for a stargazer who is watching us from another star. I can define my life as before and after sushant. You became a huge difference in my life. From Preet Juneja to Immanuel rajkumar junior, you portrayed many characters, which are spectacular.

    As you said “being careful is the problem, you need to know how not to be careful, you need to try different things and you’ll get something completely fresh, it’s gonna change every thing. But these star kids didn’t let you. As Einstein said matter is neither be created nor be destroyed, it transfers from one form to another form. I believe that you are reading this and finally thanks for being a mentor of my life.

    My open letter to
    Preet juneja
    Manav
    Ishaan
    Raghu
    Sarfaraz
    Byomkesh bakshi
    Mahi
    Shiv
    Mansoor
    Lakhna
    Anni
    Samar
    Manny
    Immanuel rajkumar junior
    Gulshan aka Sushant Singh Rajput
    You are eternal, you changed your address from a human on earth to our hearts.

    Your fanboy,
    Lucky

  • SSR our Sonchiriya

    Sushant you are our Sonchiriya.

    Not a single day goes without your beautiful smile.

    We are addicted to your smile and never want to stop this addiction.

    Someone asked me ‘how many times SSR come in your heart and mind’, I replied, “he came only once because he never goes from my heart and mind.”

    SSR you will never be forgotten, you are our Sonchiriya.

    Biggest dream of my life is #justice4SSR.

  • Many months to SSR

    SUSHANT SINGH RAJPUT

    “Sushant Singh Rajput”, this name’s journey, in my life. My first visual of you goes back to TV days where you came in daily soap as lead character, back then I wasn’t watching much of those so I saw you a few times as my mother used to watch it.

    Then I heard you being a new debutant and doing movies. But it was only in year 2016, where I saw the trailer of one of my favorite cricketer, M.S. DHONI: The Untold Story. I was so intrigued by your acting in trailer itself that I searched about you, read a little and watched few interviews of yours and found you interesting.

    I followed you up on instagram, where I saw a person who is an actor, has things to say and put out which are unlike the mainstream actors. I was amazed by you, got curious and saw few more interviews and read your posts with more depth.

    I realised that you, Sushi, cannot be tagged by an actor tag alone, that you were so much more than what most of people in general could be and since then I have admired you. I saw your movies, read your posts, got amazed every single time and it was all still fine.

    But as its said you are not capable of knowing how much of it you have inside you. As you used to say, we make sense in retrospect, 14.06.2020, this day has changed everything, the sudden rush of emotion which was felt, has stayed and it will stay in one corner of my heart always.

    Today, it has been so many months! I, like million others, am not able to come to terms with the fact that you are not here. This feeling is surreal, first time I am experiencing this emotion where I have been so devastated for a person I have never met in person.

    Where every new day, there is a new memory. Where every night, is a struggle with his visual just infront of you as you close your eyes to sleep. But that’s what Sushant Singh Rajput has always been. If a person gets to know him, even if distantly, you will love him for all what he was and what he ever did.

    Whatever you have given to this world, your filmography, your selfless ventures, your interviews, your social media inputs, your musings and most importantly just YOU. All of it has made not only me but several others to feel you and how. We have witnessed a person who was doing more than usual living and leaving here, who was so curious and excited about everything and anything around. Whether it was ice-cream, gulab jamun that made you excited or it was the stars and the moon.

    You have taught us not only to dream, but dare to dream anything and how it can be manufactured by us. You have revived the curious child in us who used to be curious all the time about different things but which we somewhat lost amid the chaos around. You are much more than what words can ever decipher for YOU!

    I have liked and admired many but I have never been fan of anybody because I never understood the concept of it, rather I always thought being a fan makes you so engrossed emotionally and otherwise that you tend to ignore the other side to it. But, today, sadly in retrospect, I still don’t understand what makes one what but any word which connects my feeling for you is worth attaching to myself for you, so, I am your FAN, I idolize you and just love you for everything you were and all of it.

    Sushi you, you are a phenomenon, you’re like that Halley’s Comet which hits the earth once in a while, you’re that magic that I feel fortunate to have witnessed in my lifetime.

    As law of Conservation of energy states, energy can neither be created nor be destroyed it is only transformed from one form to another. Similarly, your energy is here in this universe, it has only transformed, that exuberant energy of you wherever it is in which ever form it is, will be looking down on us as we look up to you.

    We all pray for your soul and that excited energy with folded hands that you find peace. You will be kept alive in our hearts and will live forever through all your wonderful deeds and in all our little endeavours for you, that we will keep doing to remember this magical phenomena “Sushant Singh Rajput”.

    HUM FIR MILENGE KABHI!

  • BADI LAMBIYA SI JUDAIYAN…🌔

    A letter to Sushant Singh Rajput,

    It’s stupid of me to write something for you, which you could never see….but you up above, the shining star can see everything.

    Still, tears rolling down the eyes, the pain in the gut and that dried throat, who were you to me? IDK, who are you to me ….probably 50% of my everything.

    From day to night I just think about you, even when I am not thinking…you are there constantly hitting in the subconscious.

    I really don’t feel normal, I don’t feel myself…koi Khushi Bhi mehsoos nhi hoti, Kuch zyada hi andhera Kar dia in gam ke badalo ne ….kabhi dil me aata hai, he won’t return, it is worthless to shed tears,…but then heart says…nooo you can’t forget him.

    My fingers tremble, my breath obstructs…

    listen to me ….

    tu ek ajooba tha…tu ek sitara hai
    tu wo farishta tha, jo humne na nakara hai
    tu is brahmand ki wo peshkash thi…..jo kabhi nhi khoyegi
    tu kamzor nhi..ye hum sab jaante hai
    tu jaha hai bas khush hai…yahi bas samjhaya is dil ko hai
    sabhi ke aasuon me tu muskarata hai ..dekh na yaar ..tu roz kitna yaad aata hai !!

    Us khuda ko tujhpe naaz hai, kiye jo tune kamal hai,
    kehne do kehne waalo ko par tujhpe to kripa apram paar hai, tu na kabhi dara ..na dar sakta hai
    talim teri mere sath hai …hausle tere benakab hai
    rehkar is dharti par..bas tujhe ye dikhana hai ki dekh ae bande tere kissey bemisaal hai
    humari safalta ka shray tujhko bhi jaata hai…JEENA TUJHSE SIKHA HAI, AUR WADA YE NIBHANA HAI…TERE JAISA NAHI …TU KUCH TUJHSE BEHTAAR KAR DIKHANA HAI AUR SAARA ILZAAM TUJHPR LAGANA HAI

    HE WAS NOT HUMAN…BUT GOD HIMSELF

    you are always alive sweetheart…
    we will never let you die

    TAMANNA.

  • Jaaye wahi, le jaaye karwaan.

    “Jaaye wahi, le jaaye karwaan”

    Gaye Fan Banne MSD ke, aa gaye fan banke SSR ke. Kya bolu, jab tak insaaf nahi. Kyu bolu, jab tak insaaf nahi. Kaise bolu, jab tak insaaf nahi. SSR took over our hearts, in just about 220 minutes, with a big break in MSD:TUS.

    Just because this guy was too good, they finished him, and NOT mentally. He had so much to give us, not just in movies. He was about to get into hollywood, these idiots would have got peace, but they don’t have patience, don’t they?(After all they’re 12th fail donkeys.)

    We have to maintain his LEGACY. We, the fans are the ones who can provide him with peace, by GETTING HIM JUSTICE. Nothing short of that works.

    The question should be- WHO KILLED SUSHANT, instead of Why he killed himself. If the public has brains enough, hopefully CBI will not let us down this time. They are our only hope.

    PEACE OUT.

    TO INFINITY AND BEYOND.

    SHALV.

  • My brightest star 🌟

    Dear Sushant,

    I hope you are happy and smiling back at us. You are being terribly missed :’)

    I know you are that brightest star that I see everyday at night because it’s the only bright one I see in the sky full of clouds ☁️🌟. It’s very hard for me to put my emotions into words but still I will try my best to define them.

    I wanted to say thank you Sushant for coming in this world with so much love. You gave so much love & I believe you are still giving some more 💕.
    I never imagined that I would feel so much pain yet so much love for a person who according to me was just an actor with his love for science, whose Instagram post was a little difficult for me to understand but that ‘me’ in the past was just a stupid and unlucky girl who didn’t realise how wonderful and beautiful person you are.

    When I watched your films, I loved your character you portrayed, how effortlessly you danced and specially that last winning shot of dhoni when I was just awestruck by you. Somehow I was always unaware of the person who you were behind the camera but I now came to know that you were an introvert just like me and then everything made sense to me. I don’t know why but I feel so connected to you like I’ve known you, like you were a part of my family. Therefore, the pain is just like that like I have lost my loved one 💔.

    You inspired so many of us Sushant. You showed us how you can achieve your dreams in life no matter how big they are and I think you are still doing so good in so many unknown ways 🙂 🙂

    I will always remember you for your charming smile, those twinkling eyes, your bucket list of dreams, your love for science and your beautiful soul 🙂

    Sushant I hope you know that you will always be loved.. ✨❤️🦋💫

  • To my Sirius

    To my Sirius ⭐
    In the second generation of Kapoors and khans you broke into Bollywood with you’re undying passion , extraordinary talent and back breaking hardwork . You were already a television star by the time you signed up for kai po che yet you walked into the world of Hindi cinema unnamed , unimportant, and walked away with films that challenged the most relenting of viewers .

    Your journey in Bollywood exactly began eight years ago . You went from badass Preet Juneja to fragile Dopper and innocent Manav to the babiest of babies Manny . You managed to make the theatres feel and critics bite their tongues . When you hit a six with that marvel helicopter shot the love ball landed straight in my heart. Since then you’ve been ruling my heart and how. When I think Sushant I think fearless .

    The one who is bold enough to speak his mind I love the way you come as you are despite all the stardom and that clearly shows from the simplicity at you’re words in interviews to the complexity in you’re characters on screen. What’s even more uplifting is the fact that you refused to be pigeonholed and brought an element of surprise as an actor and you had continued to fine tune your craft everytime. Sonchirya , Kedarnath and detective Byomkesh Bakshy led us on a path of soul searching , crafted undiluted emotions in us and we empathized with them. It seemed like they lived within us.

    They were made for celluloid posterity . You were basically a sponge that can endure any character and bring it to life with ease. The charming next door boy subtly carved a niche in Bollywood sans the six pack abs. You showed us that despite nepotism and trivial scripts in Bollywood talents like you can work their way up to light. But chuck it all you were not in the business for money or fame but for the art.

    Besides all of that the way you weave magic with you’re words soaked us in the simplistic beauty of you’re verses and made us all resonate with you . Your versatility is your charm. The boy who fanboyed over Shah Rukh Khan all his life shared the stage with him one day. You proved that dreams are never too big to be real and how entertainment doesn’t always need glamour to catch eyeballs. Your journey to making it big in Bollywood was a road full of jagged glass .

    Everything you had been through but still didn’t give up . Sushant you were, are and always will be an inspiration to all of us. You’re name will go down in history . An outsider in every way , you came from humble beginnings and had to overcome massive odds to reach the place you made for yourself . You’re path to glory was nothing but unconventional showing incorrigible optimism and insurmountable ability to overcome obstacles. You’re the embodiment of constantly embracing a spirited life that never sold his soul for stardom. As you always used to say ” my mother used to tell me your life is a story that you tell yourself ” everytime you received an award I’m sure you have a lot to tell your mother now on the grand stage with the real stars twinkling beside you under the moon’s light your mother cheering for you as you begin to tell your legendary story of you’re 34 years on the planet earth.

    You made your mother and us proud Sushant . She can boast ” my son ” to the angels up there . And here I Continue to look up to you and live my life for you’ve taught me the Khulke ke Jeene ka Tareekha and alas ” Lag Ja Gale Ki Phir Ye Hasin Raat Ho Na Ho Shaayad Phir Is Janam Main Mulaaqaat Ho Na Ho ” Till we meet again baby boy I love you ❤.
    Your proud fan forever ❤

  • Thanks Mansoor!❤️🔱

    To my Mansoor,
    Happy 2 years Mansoor Khan! You’ve got your helicopter,right?
    2 years of the beginning of my journey of loving you more and more and more. 2 years Sushant Singh Rajput as Mansoor❤️
    It’s beautiful how you had put a part of your own self into beloved Mansoor.
    It’s beautiful how I could see you in him and it’s magical.
    Tum sikha rahe ho
    Tum sikha rahe ho
    Jism ko humaare roohdaariyan…

    Qaafirana sa hai
    Ishq hai ya.. kya hai✨
    You are the deepest.
    Kedarnath.
    It was one more time, the magic and then again.
    A never ending loop.
    It’s 2 years of loving Mansoor (the purest) and many more are to be counted…
    To infinity and back and then right here
    Where you are
    In Hearts and Minds, Heavens and Tides, Mountains and Heights , in a glance and a standstill, in stars and a horse ride, in laughs and giggles ,in smiles and teary eyes❤️
    You are also everything in between and also what I can’t speak of because words contaminate feelings.
    You’ll be loved eternally. I promise you champ!
    It’s almost half a year. All I wanna tell you is just that wherever you are, keeping smiling, dreaming and seeing that how much you were, you are and will be loved Hamesha Hamesha Hamesha 🔱
    You are forever.
    The world’s Sushant Singh Rajput is simply Gulshan to us also now. So pure,charming and everything that don’t have a word for❤️
    Dwandh dono lok mein vishamrit pe tha chida, amrit sabhi mein baant ke, pyaala vish ka tune khud piya…namo namo ji shankara, bholenath shankara…jai triloknath shambhoo hey shivay Shankara🔱
    A girl with Sushant embedded in my heart eternally,
    Anshika

  • Our Inspiration, Our Hero Our Star – SSR

    Dear Sushant ,

    Hey, I hope you are doing well in heaven and having a good time with your mom and many of those scientists, authors and philosophers whom you used to admire so much.

    I have always known the extremely talented actor you are but I got to know about the amazing human you are only after you left us. Some say you are a pure soul and some say you are Mahadev’s angel and honestly I agree with them all.

    You are like a bright ray of sunlight that has touched so many lives. I have never in my 16 years of existence come across or heard about anyone as passionate, as compassionate, as muti-talented and yet so humble ( I can go on and on with adjectives) a person like you.

    So hence I can say this with utmost confidence that neither there was nor there will ever be anyone like you. Sushant you are a huge source of inspiration to me.

    I have watched a lot of your interviews, went through a few of your Instagram posts and tweets and also read some eulogies that people wrote in your memory in the last 100+ days.

    You had such a different take on life and things in general, so full of positivity, it has definitely to a large extent changed my perspective towards a lot of things.

    You have inspired me to believe in and love myself and my dreams. It takes a lot of courage to take the kind of risks that you took and pursue your dream and achieve it too. You have taught us never give up no matter what.

    You had once said that your mom used to tell you that your life is the story that you tell yourself and that’s so true but I think in your case, your life is a story you told the world that has inspired people to be the best versions of themselves.

    Sushant you may have physically left us but you’ll live in our hearts for eternity. Thank you for being you!! We really love you and miss you tremendously.

    I am sure you already know this but you have an extremely strong family and some really loyal friends and we all are with them. Unitedly we will get justice.

    You once said that “if u dream about something and somehow can make yourself believe in it then it will come true” and we believe we will get justice.

    Please come back Sushant…
    Always Keep Smiling and Keep Shining bright – Our Hero, Our Inspiration and Our Eternal Star!

    Lots of love,
    A Proud SSRian 🙂

  • Divine Connection with Divine Soul

    Divine Connection with Divine Soul

    Sushant this is for you,I do not know what to write or say but still some words about you. No one knows why so many people are feeling a connection with you. So many people around the world did not know about you, didn’t watch your movie, on the contrary they don’t know Hindi & English but still fighting for you because its a power of your positive Aura, you have a divine soul which directs connection with GOD, you are God’s Child & always will be, no matter you are here or not.You are always alive in our hearts…still asking GOD why it happened with a Pure heart soul. I hope that you come back & we will keep you away from that monsters.

    I would like to say that I was never a fan of you rather not someone but I always appreciate your work from Pavitra Rishta Time, I remember my mother, my sister and I used to watch pavitra rishta only for you because your innocent face & smile won our heart (special mention to your shy nature & voice).

    After that I got stuck in my own life problems. So much happened that I was unable to follow everything about you, I was also not active in social media. I never watched any movie in Cinema Hall before 2014 (only once in childhood). After marriage, I watched some movies in Cinema Hall but I used to watch movies on TV more. I watched Kedarnath  in Hall with my mum & the last seen was heartbreaking had tears in my eyes but never thought it will happen in real so soon. I had missed so many things about you.

    Sushant tumhara Jana Sikha Gaya Lakho logo ko, Bhaag rahe the Hum Sab Chamkte Chehro ke peeche,
    Par ab na hoga asa, samaj chuke hai un sab nakli chehro ki asliyat,
    lakkh koshish kare ab vo humko bahkane ki,
    hamare liye ek hi star tha, ek hi kalakar tha
    Jisne apni bholi surat or muskaan se chuu liya hum sabki ruhh ko,
    Sushant naam hai uska, Sapno se bhari thi uski duniya,

    Sushant Miss you immensely..

  • Sushant Singh Rajput – The God Child

    My understanding of the God Child #SushantSinghRajput.

    Whenever I think about #SushantSinghRajput & do #TarotCard Readings for him, the one card that most often comes is, #TheHighPriestess.

    A card representing DIVINE Knowledge & Wisdom.
    Going from the conscious to the sub-conscious state to understand the deeper realms of the undefined world.

    A card that exposes you to your real self & guides you to get the answers from within and not the outside world.

    #Sushant used to consider himself a PARADOX & this perfectly defines the card as it represents extreme impossible dualities existing together because of the pillars in white & black which has many representations – the real & the dark world, femininity & masculinity, GOOD & EVIL, known & unknown.

    Also, the messages on his T-shirts were a true reflection of his feelings, just on the one, I posted now, where it’s mentioned #Schrodinger’s Smiley while giving an interview where he was asked a word to define himself & he said PARADOX, which is perfectly defined in the T-shirt he is seen wearing.

    #SchrodingersCat is a #QuantumPhysics Principle (Though, I have almost 0 knowledge about this, just read a few articles to understand what he tried to convey), that says object can exist and not exist at the same time, hinting that his smile is a paradox, existing for the world outside but not existing for his own self. :):

    This proves that he is the chosen one to be the mediator & EXPOSE the world to both The Good & The Evil so that one is able to choose the best path to enlighten true self which one can only realise if one is ready to look beyond the materialistic gains & this is only for the people who want to walk this path towards the inner self.

    He is the chosen one to guide the world towards abundance which comes not from materials but from enlightening the self and doing things considered rare but are achievable, which clearly is defined in his DREAM LIST which is majorly free from the material world.

    Yes, he is the chosen one, to enlighten the ones who want to begin their quest towards the Truth and know the darkness/heaviness of the underworld & the lightness of the afterlife.

    And that is why his strong soul created by Lord #Shiva wants the world to know the wrongs, only to realise and raise the voice for what is right.

    Hence one of my ways to fight & seek #JusticeForSushantSinghRajput is my #Billboard4SSR.

    #JusticeForSushant
    #JusticeForDishaSalian
    #Warriors4SSR
    #Billboards4SSR
    #GlobalPrayers4SSR
    #Janandoln4SSR
    #Satyagrah4SSR
    #InsaafSSR
    #SuShiva
    #JaiShivShambho
    #YahovaParmeshwar
    #OmShanti

  • To Sushant, A Heart of PURE GOLD

    Dear Sushant,
    You have always been an INSPIRATION to me, not only me but others as well. You have inspired me to the core.

    Days start with Light, but soon end Dark.

    I think you’ve heard this line somewhere. I hope you read this letter. Though you are in a different side of this universe, you are always ALIVE in our heart. Some people say you’re dead, well they’re just wrong! You AREN’T Dead, in fact you are IMMORTAL. No one can destroy you. You taught me that life isn’t something to waste; it is precious.

    Sush, your heart is purely made of GOLD. Your Soul is one of those TWINKLING stars I see everyday. I don’t know if this was just a dream or if it was real.

    But here is something I think you might like to hear Sushant, once I had a dream where you appeared, it was probably a normal day.

    I can’t remember anything else but these 2 lines, “Sushant, where are you? What are you doing?” I asked. And you wisely replied, “I’m right HERE. Talking to you on the phone.” I know this might sound ridiculous but it surely was one-of-a-kind, unique experience.

    I believe that it was SURELY you. Not anyone else. I could hear your voice, it was as clear as crystals. But I was disappointed that I couldn’t see you. But my gut says one day for sure you will come in my dream and tell me “Harshini, I’m right here, I’ll be there for you”.

    Well one day that will surely happen. From Maanav To Manny, You impressed everyone with just your character. As Maanav, you showed how good a person can be.

    And as Manny, you showed how good YOU can be. It was surely difficult for me to watch Dil Bechara, but if I was the Director, I would’ve not ended the film with you leaving us. Actually, you haven’t left us. You are within us. I can’t express how much LOVE everyone has towards you!

    As Angira Paul said, You are a CHAMP! My most favourite character that you played was ANNI ,the actual HERO! As Anni you taught me many things. And not just me but basically the WORLD. My most favourite person you played was……. YOURSELF!

    Yes, it was yourself. You showed me everything a person should have. As a FAN, a very little SISTER , a great FRIEND and of course a STUDENT you taught me that it doesn’t matter how the world looks at you, but you must respect those who respect you.

    While writing this I could feel tears running through my eyes. But then too, looking at your eyes, just make me SMILE. Thank You Sushant!

    Signing Off
    Your’s Lovingly❤❤
    ❤Harshini❤

  • 🕉️💫 “A Pavitra Rishta” ~ Pure Connection ❤️🦋💥✊🌈

    Dear Gulshan,

    I hope, you would be reading this from heaven lying in your mother’s lap. I am sure you must be happy there. After all you are at a better place than the earth. Lord Shiva would be there along with you!

    You know whenever I visit this page. I get vibes, very positive vibes. So, I thought to write my thoughts down and I am writing this with regret and full of love for you!

    It was heart wrenching that you left us so soon, you have had a high impact on me. So, I start with regret.

    I regret, I never tried to know you more, never got to know about  your dreams, passions , good deeds, nor did I make any attempt to know! Although I loved you, I liked all of your movies, your acting, all of your all roles whether it was Manav, Mahi, Ani, Mansoor or Sarfraz. I loved each and every character.

    Sushant, I knew the reel Sushant and little bit of the Real Sushant! And regret that I never made any attempt to know you more.

    I wish , I had tried to know more about you. Wish, I had watched your all interviews. All I can do is “regret”. But, still there was a connection with you, whenever I saw you either on the big screen or in a poster.. and unfortunately I realised it on the day of your demise – 14th June 2020 (Worst Day).

    It shattered me completely. I cried a lot for so many days. You know, from this day many people started giving lecture on mental health but my heart was not convinced with the theory of suicide that SSR could do this.

    Many of your fans used to feel the same, then we all started raising our voice and it got heard after one month. I assure you, We will keep fighting until you get the justice!

    Gulshan, you know, you are so pure – you had done so many good deeds when you were alive and now your pure soul is continuing its job. It’ is bringing a revolution in our country. You know, today I am completely different than I used to be before your demise. This is how a pure soul miraculously inspires.

    Now, whenever I watch clips about your dreams, your knowledge, learning, your generosity, your humility, NASA, Space, love for physics, your love for people (students, kids,fans, poor people) and for your beloved Fudge – each and every clip made me cry and battle a heavy heart.

    You were a gentleman full of love, dreams, respect, generosity, empathy, sympathy, dedication. To be honest, I have never seen a man like you in my life. You surprise me each time –  how could a man be so perfect! You seem like the most favourite child of Lord Shiva.

    I proudly say that I have chosen you as my inspiration for life!
    Gulshan, I am just 24 still – please ask Lord Shiva to bless me in the future with a son like you – the values, ethics, mind, heart, morals and the intelligence you had!

    Sushant, you shared a ” Pavitra Rishta” &  a “Pure Connection” with me and all of your fans. We all will keep fighting for you! I promise to you, I’ll keep you alive in my heart and will not stop learning 🙏🌸🦋💫❤️💥🕉️🌈✊

    Seri? Seri.

    I love you and miss you so much! Gugga..!!❤️

    ~ Kashish

  • With Love,To My Supernova 💫🦋❤️

    Dear SushStar✨

    A Part Of My Heart Has Gone With You, But A Part Will Always Keep You Alive.

    My Curious-Child, I Shall Never Forget Your Million Dollar Smile, Your Charming Innocent Face With Sparkling Eyes Full Of Dreams & Your Vibrant Aura!

    I Write This With A Heavy Heart And A Big Truckload Of Beautiful Unforgettable Memories, Sushant Singh Rajput, You Will Always Be Missed Definitely, But Your Incredible Legacy Will Live On❤️

    I Shall Never Say Good Bye To You Sush Because You Are In My Heart Forever! I Promise To Cherish You Till My Very Last Breath, For Infinity & Beyond, “CAUSE ALL OF ME LOVES ALL OF YOU”🙂❤

    I’m Sorry I Haven’t Tried Saying How Much I Love & Admire You As Much As I Should Have, I Really Regret That Now! I’m Sorry For Not Able To Hold Your Hand When You Needed That Most! Please Forgive If Possible, Sush🙏🏻Gosh, At Time’s, I Really Wish We Had A Time Machine!

    Keep Shining, SUPERNOVA 💫 Will Miss Your Magic, But I Guess, You Have Gifted Us A “Forever”, Seri?!🙂

    Wishing You Nothing But LOVE, PEACE & HAPPINESS, My “Photon In A Double-Slit” 💥

    PS: Babah, Please Come Back Nah If Possible! This World Seems A Dark Place Without You🥺

    Untill We Meet,
    Yours Forever,
    Anusree

    🙏🏻🦋🥂🎶 🔱💪🏻❤️🙏🏻💥👊🌪🌏💫❤️

  • Almost A Decade

    Hey Sushant,

    I just hope you are smiling right now. I really don’t know how to start. I was never into TV shows but I watched one episode of Pavitra Rishta when I was at my relative’s house.

    Something attracted me towards the show and I started watching. It was 2009 and I was hardly 11 years old. I was in love with the character Manav Deshmukh but when you left the show, I was so disheartened and I stopped watching.

    Then, a news came out ‘Manav of television is making his debut in Bollywood with a movie named Kai Po Che’. I was so excited and I started supporting you in all the way I could. I used to make each and every member of my family watch your films. It was in 2016 when I found you on twitter. I made a fan account and started following you and other SSR fans.

    I found some amazing people there and then we created groups and started spreading #SSRPhilosophy everywhere we can. We used to call it SSR Family and not SSR Fandom.

    Everything about you used to make me happy. Your interviews, selfmusings everything used to inspire us. I still remember how many of us used to get excited about #AskSSR, and not to get reply from you but to read your answers! My tiny brain could not understand your selfmusings in one go, but still I used to take help of google and some other platforms to understand it in better way.

    Thank you for the Growth. We used to fight with everyone who speaks ill about you lol. I used to tell my friends, “he isn’t just crush or favorite hero for me. He is much more than that” I really don’t know what is this feeling but I love this feeling.

    Its been almost a decade now and I feel blessed that I got a chance to interact with you. Will always be grateful to twitter for that. Don’t want to type anything regarding 14th June, because for me you are here only. You are in the rain, butterflies, rainbow and most importantly you are inside me, inside every SSRian. For me, you are on a break and enjoying somewhere. I hope I’ll be able to do something in my life which makes you feel proud. I want to say so many things but I fear I’ll not be able to put it in words. Will end this letter by:

    “Tum Na Hue Mere Toh Kya, Main Tumhara Main Tumhara Main Tumhara Raha
    Mere Chanda Main Tumhara Sitara Raha”

  • Decode Sushant Singh Rajput’s Messages – Puzzle #1 & #2 (updated)

    Decode Sushant Singh Rajput’s Messages – Puzzle #1 & #2 (updated)

    In our previous update, we have told you about how Sushant Singh Rajput bridged social paradigm with the power of social media, today we are sharing a simple fun puzzle for you.

    Before you look below, please go to IMDB and rate the movie https://imdb.com/title/tt8110330/

    How to participate:

    Step 1: Check the code below in image & identify the messages of Sushant for their fans.

    Step 2: Share his best replies via comments below. If possible, you can further decode those lines in your own words, like how it helped you in feeling good.

    Puzzle #2

    Puzzle #1

    These are few lines of codes I extracted a long back(in 2018) to incorporate on selfmusing.com, a surprise gift for him. This site was always there to archive his digital posts, he was excited to see the algorithm to automatically fetch & store posts. Reference check
    http://web.archive.org/web/20190307191318/http://selfmusing.com/

    Honey Singh (@honeytech)

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