Dear Sush..
When I got the news of your sudden demise, I was completely shocked..its true that I was not a fan of yours but I was so really fond of your movies.
Every saturday and sunday, I used to watch bollywood movies. I was not a fan of any star but it was my passion to watch movies. When I got the news, I don’t know why it affected me because I was less concerned about celebrities and their personal life.
When I came to know, I searched about you more and more on internet because at first, I could not believe that it can be a homicide. When I saw kriti’s post on insta, I thought may be you were suffering from any pain but slowly when I searched about you, tried to know about you, I was convinced that it was not your choice..you were killed. It made me cry, the more I came to know about you, more I felt helpless. I joined Twitter, Instagram to like your account, to see your past activities and felt why, why I was not your fan before..may be I could talk to you.. and would have felt lucky to be in your contact…but it is now a wish which would will not be fulfilled ever.
I cried so many nights in your memories, I stopped watching movies from 14 june 2020 till now… I was in hope of your justice..so followed Ishkaran, Arnab goswami, I participated in twitter campaigns but one day, I just lost my hope in the indian justice and constitution.
I searched you on YouTube, looking for paranormal communication, found many videos regarding your communication but still I thought may be you are alive but one day I lost hope in indian justice and that you are alive.
Yes, you are alive in our hearts but tears are still not gone. I did not lose hope in god, I know he will make justice. After so many months, I watched a movie “kai po che” and after completing it, I found my eyes full of tears, I could not control them.
I don’t know why I miss you so much but I have only one wish to god that is when you reborn, I want to meet you.
I want you to always be happy and fulfill all your dreams.
Missing you Sush….
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The feelings and pain expressed here seems to be of mine. Sushant Singh Rajput was a legend gone too soon.❤️ I also feel that the person was brilliant in acting and more of that he was a great human being. I am not fond of films but after his untime demise i approached his movies and then I cried. Could I ever meet him. How and why he was victimized? Probably because he was innocent and wanted to reach on top on talent basis and wanted to clean up the film industry who always try not to come up the real talent. I’m ashamed to state that all big or so called mega stars Amitabh, Shahrukh, Salman and more other directors are silent who didn’t raise any voice to reach out the truth in SSR case. This is painful. I pledges that I’ll never see any movie. Being a Muslim I don’t believe in rebirth but if it could be I’d like to meet Sushant Singh Rajput, I love you my brother my son my friend. Wherever you are, rest in peace. Love you ❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️