Wanting to be like you my dear

I have grown in the past few months sir. Although, it is extremely disheartening to see you go sir…but I have got closer to you after you left this planet. I always knew you as an actor who belongs to science background. I don’t know much about acting..nor I am a big movie buff…thus was unaware what you do..how you do…how much effort you put…who you are…what you want people to know…

I knew nothing about you until 14 June…the amount of SSR I know today…in front of that I knew nothing about you till 14th June… it’s just that I liked you in pk, dhoni, kedarnath and you were there like rest others …but I regret it…had I known what I know today about you… I would have definitely made my way to connect to you in any possible manner.

I won’t say I love you…but I respect you sir…you are a teacher to me, an inspiration, mentor, guide. The way I feel about my school teachers is the way I feel about you…pure guru.

I have learnt immense things from you… I really want to inculcate in life…its difficult…but I really want to…like:

-honesty will be a superpower in coming days… I want to be honest always.
-mind has the ability to swing in past and future… I want to always live in the present sir
-get excited by my work so that hardwork determination becomes side effect of my process
-reading habits…I want to develop book reading habit
-I have pledged about some things about me (like you did in chichhore), until I clear my exams I won’t do the things I do, which I am not supposed to do… I have tried 2-3 times but then I break the pledge…so this time thought why shouldn’t I pledge in front of you…I know you will be watching now…and you know the things I do, which I shouldn’t…so do keep a check sir..and give me strength to have the ability to overcome my mind in nasty situations…

You are the person who is now my backup to everything…any dull moment in life…you bring a smile…although it would have been amazing to have new pictures of you, had you been here…but you have taught me to find out different meaning to the same picture with a change in perspective every time and thus, you are my go to person always.

Thank you sir for being there and always inspiring me.
Its my turn now to prove to be a good student 🙂