Waiting, but still hopeful 💫🦋💖

Sush,

We’re close to a year of losing you, and I’ve realised that we can do better day by day but can never move on. We can only imagine how your dad and sisters must be going through everyday. Whenever I see your family especially dad, I travel back to that horrific day where we lost you and your father couldn’t do anything, he felt helpless at that time and now too, the only hope is to let him, your family and all of us know the truth.

What exactly happened on that day where we lost a gem like you 🥺, like me, many people became your fans after you left us and will always have that regret but trust me if there was an option to somehow bring you back, we would have been ready to go back to the way we were before being your fans, atleast you would have been alive 💔

Sushant, waiting is painful and sometimes the pain is so strong that it feels like a physical pain, we break down everyday in the hope of justice since the day you were gone. We all are trying to go back to normal but nhi ho rha hai yar 🥺 plus thinking about your dad and sisters makes us sad more and more.

What did they do to deserve this? What did your fans did to deserve this? And in the end, what did you do to deserve this Sushant?, everyone is busy talking about how sad they are and just about your past interactions with them, which is their own version as obviously you’re not here to tell how truthful they are and that’s it. No one talks about what happened to you? How did it end up like this? What is the truth and how keen they are to know it?

I just don’t want to blame anyone right now and I know all your fans just want to know the truth and they’re waiting everyday but Sushant, the form of pain that all of us are suffering everyday along being hopeful is a lot and we just want this to end. Everyday, we pray for the truth to come out but it doesn’t. There is a hope that starts in the morning and ends by the night, and this cycle continues. 

The pain of being helpless and hopeful is unbearable now, but what else we can do? What else your family can do? I’m sure they are trying their best but all of us are scared that this system should not fail you, you’re family and us, you’re fans.

Rest assured, how much the pain we suffer everyday, we, as fans, are not gonna let it go. We’re here and we’re holding onto you Sush, we are. We all are standing by you and your family.

Our feelings can be described in one line and that is,

Kuch rishta naata nhi tha tumse humara, par na jane kyu tumhare jaane se aisa laga ki humne koi apna kho diya 💔

I love you Sushant 💖

Always and forever ♾️🦋💫