Tu aata hai seene mai ❤️

Hey Sush!

I hope you are doing well in the parallel universe…. I don’t know why I am missing you more from last few days…. You know what… For once, I believed that now I know exactly how to celebrate you because while remembering you I don’t cry much, I have learned to celebrate your legacy…

Also I thought that now I am all ready that I won’t even cry watching any movie in which you have died… But on this 24th I realised that I was so wrong.. I still can’t see you going like this…. Leaving us all alone I still cry when I see any such movie of yours specially Dil Bechara because I felt like when this movie realised you were not there to tell us why you chose it, what qualities you took from Manny, which song you choose for the prep, what are similarities between you and Manny? All questions remain unanswered 🥺 Though we may guess some of the answers… But still listening them from you in your style is bothering….

I remember when I visited your profile once after watching the movie chhichhore…. I never followed neither I knew that you follow you fans and chat with them as well…. I regret that I was a silent admirer, I wish if I also could had some good conversation with you but then I realised I was not able to handle your loss even when I wasn’t so close to you then what would I have done if I would have been so close to you… I would have rather died or forgot to live….

But this didn’t happen so I still wonder…. But I just know one thing that you were always there to help me, to guide me, to make my day in those times when I was just trying to getting over your loss… Though you left the world physically but you make me feel your presence each day.

Thank you for all the happiness you have given to me and for the visitations that I had…. Thank you for letting me meet you into my dreams and answering all my questions. I can’t express enough gratitude in words… All I can say is i Love you… ❤️ and I know you that you known how I feel for you everytime because “tum mere paas hote ho toh koi dusra nai hota…” 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Still Miss you can’t help it, sorry! 🥺❤️💫🦋✨