Dearest Sush no no Sushi right?? Where can I start? What to tell? First I want to say thank you for making me a better person. I am short of words to express my gratitude to you. Being a South Indian, I didn’t know you. The first time I saw you was in an MSD-The Untold Story movie, I loved your performance. Then I got engaged with my school and college schedule, sometimes I used to see your instagram posts and thought you are not only an actor, you are beyond that.
After that black day, I just watched all of your interviews and felt how I could miss a person like you. Then I started to watch your movies and serial. No matter what the character you play whether it is Manav, Ishan, Shiv, MSD, Mansoor, Manny you always give your best. Your characters are always closed to the heart. You inspired me to make my dreams real. You inspired me to learn about astrophysics, quantum physics etc. You inspired me to read books.
You taught me the importance of ‘PRESENT’. You changed my perspectives about life and reality. You changed me a lot in a better way. It’s been months Sush still I am not able to control myself whenever I see your videos, tears rolled upon on my cheeks. You are a gem of person Sush and you know what Sush, you are my birthday twin if I told you to this before you definitely would have wished me and made me happy .
I think hereafter my birthdays will not be the same anymore. I definitely have some mixed feelings. Whether I should be happy for that you are my birthday twin or sad that you are not with us. Words are short to express my love, respect, gratitude for you & I think you understand my feelings. We know that you are happy wherever you are. We really miss your twinkling eyes and your charming smile. We will definitely meet you on the other side.
You think of me and I’m born again, if you completely forget, did I ever live?’
Between love and gratitude,
Yours fan,
Barani Kritikhaa P
JAI SHIV SHAMBO