Dear Sushi,
It’s been a year without you. But I still feel like it’s yesterday. Literally I even didn’t know your name before your death, I just watched ms dhoni the untold story in dubbed version. But as Anne frank said “dead people get more flowers than living ones, because regret is powerful than gratitude”.
After your death I started watching your films and I think you are the first actor who made me cry, I pretend to be normal infront of my parents but my heart is always bleeding. Then, I saw your speech at AVENUES IIT BOMBAY. I sorted out our similarities in my character, even I am an introvert.
The funny thing is even I am so pampered in my house, I always think when I will step out, I won’t know how to deal with people outside. I gradually become a shy, introvert kid who can’t talk loud, well I still can’t talk and even I love astronomy.
June 14 2020 I can’t forget that day, after your death, I watched your last film dil bechara that film is like you are saying good bye to us. It’s one of a hell emotional ride. I am seeking for a stargazer who is watching us from another star. I can define my life as before and after sushant. You became a huge difference in my life. From Preet Juneja to Immanuel rajkumar junior, you portrayed many characters, which are spectacular.
As you said “being careful is the problem, you need to know how not to be careful, you need to try different things and you’ll get something completely fresh, it’s gonna change every thing. But these star kids didn’t let you. As Einstein said matter is neither be created nor be destroyed, it transfers from one form to another form. I believe that you are reading this and finally thanks for being a mentor of my life.
My open letter to
Preet juneja
Manav
Ishaan
Raghu
Sarfaraz
Byomkesh bakshi
Mahi
Shiv
Mansoor
Lakhna
Anni
Samar
Manny
Immanuel rajkumar junior
Gulshan aka Sushant Singh Rajput
You are eternal, you changed your address from a human on earth to our hearts.
Your fanboy,
Lucky