Dear shining sushant,
You are very much alive & we all know that. You are immortal because you are the living God. I felt you as my mentor at the age of 6 & still feel the same.
My mother used to watch the live story of Manav & Archana and she told me that this boy had the potential and looks, and they both look so cute couple on and off screen.
You got the chance in “kai po che”. You got the first break in bollywood & this made me happy. Shuddh Desi Romance’s songs are truly beautiful & I thought if I would get a chance to act opposite you.
Byomkesh’s look didn’t suit you but it’s okay. Mahi is best and changed your story. I told people around me that you are my favorite and the ‘M. S. Dhoni’ movie. Raabta songs are favourite now. I liked ‘Kedarnath’ and tried to see it in theatres but couldn’t due to my first board exam.
Later, ‘Sonchiriya’ released but I had no chance and ‘Chhichhore’ took all my heart. Samar in ‘Drive’ was hot & sexy ❤ but when the news came that you took your life, I broke down. I believed & still believe that you are not a coward who takes his own life.
You are a precious shining stone in our lives. You made us fight for you and we took the oath to protect you from injustice. Manny’s heartbreaking story hurts the most but the void can’t be filled. You are in us as our love, strength but the smile on your face made us cry that you are not physically here.
Somehow, I feel guilty for not going to the theatres to watch one of your movies, not wishing you this year on your birthday and also putting you on number 3 as my favorite actor and put Vicky and ayushmann first.
Last tragedy is on 14th June, I thought about you all day before getting your death news and I cried a lot, miss you all the time and I will never give anyone the space as my favorite actor but the wish of meeting you stays incomplete, I’m sure we will meet again in heaven.
Love for you is eternal ❤❤❤
Your dearest and biggest fan ever
Swagata