Emotions :):

A strong feeling deriving from one’s circumstances, mood, or relationships with others. Emotion is a very simple word to hear but it contains some memories, some feelings, and some precious movement of life.

I am much small right now. Don’t know how long is my future. Future is something that can’t be predicted. I don’t know my future but I know my present.

I remembered the day 14th June when I heard the news. I have never emerged that my life will be fully changed by only a single word. I believe there is some magic which has bought all people at one place name SSRians. An emotion which holds the heart of millions of people. It been a year since I have met my third family. The family which contains people of all ages. I got a lot of love from them. I really don’t know what I am doing here. I have my studies, family, friends and many more even after all these why I am spending my whole time on him. A person who changed my life, taught me what is love, taught me the meaning of caring about others, taught me the meaning of praying for someone else than myself, taught me the meaning of astrophysics, taught me my aim, taught me how to be a part of something you want.

He came in my life as a broken star with his fan as his god father and emotions started creating from there. Emotion of love, emotions of caring and emotions of learning. He told me he is in the cosmic, somewhere in the andromeda probably in the parallel universe. I am sure he is looking and watching me from above.

He was brutally murdered by those people who can’t see his progress. Those people are roaming freely around and the agencies are sitting quietly and watching all.

I followed the case for 8 months on YouTube. I found people are leaving the war one by one. I know that if one person leaves, it means one by one all will leave the war. And that happened in reality. 60% of the people have left the war. I thought that if today I don’t join social media and start fighting then he will not get justice. So I opened an account in Instagram fast.

Slowly, I became the victim of social media addiction. I took breaks and started spending more time on coding. Then I realised that there was a significant decrease in my addiction and at last, I found that I got bored of social media. I was shocked by the improvement.

One of my SSRian friend of Instagram told me to join twitter. I joined twitter and find it out that most of the movement occur in twitter. I started using twitter. I stay in twitter for 3 months and now leaving social media 🙁 . Some of the adult SSRians told me that it will harm my studies and there will be no harm in the movement of I leave, so I decided to leave. I left the movement 2 days ago. I am not sad because I know that leaving this movement is not going to hurt it. Let’s see what happens now.

I am sorry Sushant, I will not be able to be with you till the end. But I tried my best and I will be active through YouTube, don’t worry.

Life mein pehli bar kuch bada kiya hain parents ko bina bataye. Kal mere parents ko sab pata chal gaya kyuki unhone meri diary padh li. Mein shock hun ki diary padhne ke baad bhi unhone mujhe kuch bura nhi kaha. I am shocked. Jo bhi ho parents ka samne mukh dikhane ke liye kuch bacha hi nhi.

Love you dear :)) ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤