“Wishing ”
Just wishing it tonight, when I get up the next morning, I could regard it as a dream,
A Nightmare to be precise!
Because day after, it will be a month and I couldn’t stop thinking about this!
Couldn’t stop these tears that flow from my eye’s and makes a millennials cosmos!
Couldn’t stop thinking what actually happened to you!
Couldn’t stop realizing that Life is way shorter than we think it is!
Couldn’t accept that you aren’t with us!
Couldn’t believe that have not saved a word for you when you were in this miniature galaxy!
Miniature, just because you were so big in thoughts!
Not from a fan, friend, or family, but just from another Aquarian to a Caspian!
You were a truth in this ocean of lies!
The concoctions you made, and how¿¿
Viewing this universe with your words was a overwhelming joyride!
And it shatter my heart into million pieces,
But still wishing this to be just one of my nightmares!
Leaving this note here thinking when I will wake up the next morning it will be 13 June when you were a part of this tiny town in the world!
Not 14 June when, Venous blood blocked the left ventricle sabotaging heart to quietus..
Missing you buddy Caspian!
Sushant Sir💫🦋🌟❤🔱💥
Paakhee Sehgal
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One reply on “Wishing”
If i say Your words left me with teary eyes.. then its not Enough coz they are teary most of the time. Even more when i am watching His video in which he is having time of his life with his Supercute Emotions or Smile or Masti or etc etc….
Yeah i sometimes think the same that its been few months already and sooner its gonna be “a year” – oh my god.. really. And then we will start counting in years and year till the time I, Me and Us are alive..
Was just now thinking that whatever happened with Sushh or infact the way it happened with him couldn’t even possibly happen with these other so called stars.. Just because his father, mother, subling or any chacha nana was nt frm the industry.. he became so easy target for them and they removed him as if he was not a human being like something else..
we even dont show this much of brutality with a mosquito.. isn’t
They were vultures, God has seen it all.. and one day God will see them all.
Sushh… My Love.. what to say.. you are a Magic, a Feeling, an Emotion, a Sense, Air which stays with me all the time.. They say You are gone but when you were physically here i didnt even bother abt you man, didnt even think abt you or dreamt of you..but since that day.. You changed everything in Me. You hav immense soo deeply in me that You just stay there and I love it.. now i think abt you, i see you in my dreams.. nothing of this happened before.. they say you have gone far.. but I feel You soo close to Me NOW..
But i dont like the cost you had to pay to come so closer to Me and Us.. how i wish i had known you before.. i wasting my time on Twitter on others ..how i wish i knew abt You before, i wud hav msg you soo much that You Yourself has come here to meet to me and wud hav said – kya chahti ho meri jaan 😉
Dont know what to write.. while writing all this Sushh You made me Cry, You made me Laugh… i Love You soo much.. waiting for the time to come up and see you and…..