Why your memories are bothering me, I don’t even have any memories with you!!

I wonder why your memories are bothering me,
when I don’t even have a memory with you!!!!

Before I heard about your demise, I barely knew you, but the day I heard, something happened..

I felt a source of love outpouring for you,
where did this love come from?
I don’t know..
I just know that it is, this love is everywhere..

I am 40, a mother of 2,
I have tons of things to do,
why I am looking at your precious face every day?
why am I sharing your videos/your views/your pics every day?
I don’t know..

Is this love coming from you?
your fragrance is inevitable,
I wonder how can I fall in love with someone whom I did not even know,
how do I feel this rush of love for you all the time?
how do I feel your pulsating presence around me all the time?
how is it possible?

Unless YOU ARE HERE,
with me, with us, with us all……
showering your love upon everyone,
blessing every heart that comes your way..

Or I guess it is simple to understand,
you are dissolved with SHIVA now,
you became one with everyone!

It took a while for me to get this,
but this mystery is not a mystery anymore…
you are ONE with the supreme,
and therefore, you are in abundance,
and therefore, you touch millions of hearts at once…

Now I know why your memories are bothering me,
when I don’t even have a memory with you…