Dear Sushant,
I hope you can read minds and hearts because I always run out of words when I try to convey something; especially when it comes to you. But I’ll do my best.
Healing from this loss is somewhat like a mirage, every time you think you’re getting there, it just keeps moving farther away from you and that’s when you realize; that it’s all nothing but an illusion, a temporary consolation.
How do you like it up there? Do Orion and Jupiter enchant you as much as they did from down here? Do you miss your telescope? Do you miss Fudge? Do you miss us as much as we miss you? I’m sure you feel this love, one way or another.
My heart feels heavier as the days pass, feeling helpless most of the time. I’ve always heard life is unfair but why does this pain have to be a permanent one?
Why do the good ones have to endure the most? Why do we have to part with the ones we love most? Why? So many unanswered questions.
I wish we could turn back the clock, time travel like you used to say. I wish we could go back to the days when we laughed more and worried less. I wish this was the longest nightmare we’re all having together.
I wish this was some silly joke. I wish you were safe and sound, warm in your bed just like the rest of us. I wish so many things, Sushant. Empty wishes.
Over 100 days have passed, yet I’m still stuck on that dreadful Sunday afternoon.
Forever yours, Hanna🦋💫
6 replies on “Understanding Sushant, in Ways We Never Did”
Beautifully written.🥺❤ Be happy wherever you are my love💕 See you❤💥
My heart felt heavier after reading this .
Phenomenal Sushant!
“Talented and genius” A rare combination 🔱
Writing about him is the toughest thing, I ever came across,I never ever thought in my life that I would be writing for him, because I never wrote for any actor and he is more than an actor, trust me. What he is I can’t describe in few words here. But I’ll try. Firstly he was a great devotee of lord Shiva,I guess that’s why we all feel that connection with this beautiful soul. I started admiring him when I got to know that, this guy is a rank holder, so I was like, in bollywood no,one is this much educated and intelligent. And after MS Dhoni’s biopic he became our favorite one. And I never thought that he won’t be among us in this way. And I am amazed when everyday I come to know something new and Amazing About him, these all things makes him different because at this age of 34 we can’t expect it from every normal youth of bollywood or india. His talks about spirituality and beliefs,talkin to top 10 scientists in the world, dream of making biggest library in india,His charities, and was so much kind towards poor and helpless people, He always believed in giving and not showing it off, his thoughts,his discipline is rarely we can found in any adults nowadays,his inclination towards sufi Musics,bhajans, gazals and poems. Rather than partying with anyone, he used to do “mushayari nights” and “musical nights”.From interest in astrophysics to linking it with doha of Kabir Ji,his visions for the Nation and education and for women empowerment,From knowing philosophy to psychology ,it’s experiments and theories then applying it and understanding it and Reading more about it, because he loved to explore and reading books, his simplicity,ettiquette.Waking up in “Brahmamuhurt” at 4:00 am, his 150 dreams is something out of World. I’m falling short of words for him because this is nothing what I really know and feel.He had so much to give to this world at this age. He is already an inspiration for us and for our next generation. That’s how he has touched Many lives. A book must be written on him. ( विनम्रता की पराकाष्ठा था
वो). There is Only one question from God. Why mahadev did You Choose him?? And I believe Sushant is such a powerful soul who brought this big revolution . May Mahadev bring the justice soon🙏
This is the first comment that popped up when I opened my mail this morning Shivangi and my heart felt like it would burst out! 🙁 You echoed every damn word in our hearts, everything we adore about Sushant and so much more. Whenever I think of all his dreams, achievements and the contributions he could have made to India that have been left unfulfilled – I just feel like why? Why Sushant? I have faith that Mahadev will keep our faith. He will get justice. And all of us will fulfill his dreams! Infact many already are. May this one Sushant give rise to a thousand more Sushants. 🙂
My heart felt heavier reading this ! Hope u r at peace Sushant ! Though in my hearts of hearts I want to believe the news that is circulating that SSR is alive and spotted at various places ! How I wish this comes true ! We miss u Sushant !
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