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  • Thank You For Everything 💓

    Dear Sush,
    It is with immense love, I’m writing this letter to let you know that I’m thankful to you for being there beside me forever 🙂
    I can’t even believe that 4 years have passed since then….
    I’m sorry to you because I couldn’t continue the justice fight for multiple circumstances. I always wanted to keep myself up with this fight but I’m unable. I’m sorry for that… I have my studies too and it was hampering my studies a lot due to depression and anxiety problems.
    After getting out of your justice movement, I got a lot of pain in my life due to multiple things. I lost many close people. I lost nearly everything. I know if anybody was there beside me during the entire struggle of mine then it’s you… It’s you Sush, you from heaven… from among the stars and galaxies….
    I want your blessings for my upcoming boards and further competitive examinations. I want to get out of all the things that have occurred to me in the past 2 years. I want to get back to that version of myself where I could give my best in my studies…
    I want your blessings in my board exams and upcoming Competitive exams.
    Being a JEE Aspirant, you are the biggest inspiration for me Sush… I just want you to bless me so that I can do like you in my life….
    I don’t want to mess up my life, the way I did in the past 2 years. I want a better version of myself. You were my childhood crush I know…. But with time that crush has now converted to a bond of being a guide at my every step.
    As you know, I have no friends in my life. I don’t have that many people in my life who are close to me. Nobody knows me personally except you Sush.
    Just keep on guiding me at every step of mine…. in my future….. in my career… in my boards…. in the competitive exams….. in everything. I just want you to be my north star 😉
    Seri Sush?
    Love you yaar ❤️
    I miss you 🥺
    You are hearing my words na Sush? 🥺
    With my heart filled with love, I want you to just stay beside me forever as you are from the past 4 years. Seri!!

    Thanking You,
    Yours lovingly,
    Aishi (You know my real name)

  • It feels like Yesterday ❤

    Hey Sweetheart,
    It was 2009 when first became familiar with those twinkling eyes and full happy smile that said it all without uttering a single word. I built up a soft  corner for you in just a few days as if you were somebody I’ve known for quite a while. It feels like yesterday that I immersed in love as I took a glance at my Sarfaraz Yousuf. It was only yesterday that Mansoor stole my heart again and didn’t return and Anni said ‘Fikar Not’. Was it not yesterday that I was grooving to Suddh Desi Romance’s songs or laughed at chocolaty Shiv’s jokes? Tell me, it was not yesterday when I was so eager to watch Sonchiriya?

    At time I never knew you’ll be such a great teacher but I knew you are a lot more than what we saw in movies. Thankfully, I knew Sushant as Sushant ❤ You’ve introduced me to your beautiful world and in no time you became my world 🌏. Thanks for introducing me to such fascinating stuff you were indulged in and I am now. It’s beautiful. It’s forever.

    Scrolling down the memory lane I find bittersweet memories now. champ! How are you so beautiful to make me fall on love with you even more with every nanosecond passing by. Time doesn’t move here Sush.♾

    When I think of it even more deeply it feel wrenched. An overflow of emotions and arising questions that need authentic answers. You are here with us polymath. Aren’t you just a thought away? You live as everything that’s good in me. Probably the best manner to not let your legacy fade is to do what you did and the way you did. Do it like Sushant!

    Not a jiffy when you don’t sway over my thoughts and not a day when you don’t make my eyes watery or my heart heavy. You live on my Idol in every way possible. Thank God I dared to walk ‘Chaar Kadam’ at soon as you asked me to and it journey worth cherishing forever. You are everything I don’t have a word for.

    Thank you for changing my perception and making me aware of all the wonderful wonders of the universe. You made me everything that I ever needed to be and making me dream along.

    Thank you for making me more than what I ever was or will be❤
    You are right here💫
    Kal ki hi baat hai♾

    A girl with Sushant embedded in her heart eternally,
    Anshika