Dearest Sushant,
My love for you never stemmed from the fact that you were an actor. It was the spark of rare sensitivity you showed towards the world, in general, that touched me. Being the eldest sister in my family, I always have this liking towards gentlemen – the so-called good boys, which you so perfectly fitted into.
Further, as my name has Sush in it, I was born on the 21st and being a trained dancer, I could identify a lot with you – a Raabta in that sense. Yes, I have heard many people tell me that I was quite boring too (hehe). From the time I have been following you avidly and even much before that, I found the respect you showed to your fellow being was just unbelievable. You always speak in terms of dreams and passions.
According to my observation, you are someone who is acutely sincere with morals and ethics, yet non-judgemental about right and wrong. Your brilliant mind with scientific temperament always thinks of astrophysics, mathematical equations, philosophy, education, psychology, spirituality, music, dance and astronomy to name a few apart from films. I am simply awed by your existence. You are special and God’s blessed child. Despite you being a self-confessed introvert, who had an inability to deal with people, it always fascinates me the way you articulate your thoughts and connect to people (you call it resonance). Having a psychology background myself, I am touched by the empathy you have for the people you haven’t met and how you manage to touch their lives.
You radiate warmth and always are spreading smile around you. From charming us in Kis Desh Mein Hai Meraa Dil (I remember how fans wanted to see you in its last episode and you were brought back as spirit), Pavitra Rishta, introducing us to your fine craft in Byomkesh Bakshi (a gem) with rare raw perfection to bringing that much-needed sensitivity into the roles of Ishaan and Mansoor (though very distinct from each other), you have given us treasure trove that we will keep cherishing and holding on to forever. Watching Dil Bechara broke me but made me feel alive in so many ways.
It is for you that for the first time ever, I have been expressing my personal thoughts publically as it is still not in my comfort zone. But if not for you, then who?
Keep loving and smiling at us.
Forever, Your Admirer.
2 replies on “Pure Love – An Awe for Lifetime”
Beautifully written ⭐❤️
As one soul connects to another, His soul has been connecting our’s. Telling us to write amazing and true feelings. Afterall for the first time we have lost a part of our Soul , when he took a step to the otherside of this WORLD, a WORLD that didn’t tell him to stay. All of us may remain in dismay, but by seeing him, all i can think of is him sitting right next to all of us saying “I’m there na!”… Miss you Sushant. May you be the brightest star that twinkles everyday.