Dear Sushant,
Its very difficult to say about you. You are my all time inspiration star. In the year 2011, on the jhalak dikh la ja set, I first saw your amazing dancing. I was mesmerized. The steps, the feelings, the creation what you brought in the stage was beyond imagination. I was just lost in different world when I was seeing you performing on the stage.
One of my friend told me that you are an actor and you made your debut with serial Kis desh hai mera dil and then Pavitra Rishta. As I was not aware of the serial, I did not know that time. But after hearing from my friend, I started seeing the previous and ongoing episodes of these two serials and again I fell in love with your acting.
Now the day came when I heard that you are coming with the film “Kai Po che”. I was dancing with joy literally when I knew that I will see you on the big screen. The film made me cry. But from that day onwards, I was literally a fan of your acting.
Slowly, I started to follow your facebook pages, twitter and instagram pages. I was surprised to know about your passions and dreams. Being an actor, you were a great dancer, great philosopher, and a great science lover also. Your passion for books, your passion for stars and moon made me surprised. You were literally a unique person.
After that your every film, shuddh desi romance, detective byomkesh bakshey, MS Dhoni, Raabta, sonchiriya, kedarnath, drive, and chhichhore. I was spellbound to see you in the screen. During MS Dhoni, I forgot that I was not seeing real dhoni. You were mixed up with real dhoni so it was unable to separate the character. Raabta, your warrior looks made me realize that you are a real king. I was a silent follower of you. Your passion every time inspires me in my life. You were with my journey when I was just a student and building my career. It was a great motivation for me when I was learning every perception of the life from your thoughts, your ways of seeing and your passions and dreams. Some of your passions were very similar to my passions. For these reasons, I became a die heart fan of you.
But the day 14th june 2020, it was a cursed day for me when I heard that my inspiration star, my idol is no more in this world. It was a sudden shock for me and I did not want to believe that I will not be able to see you on the screen, you will not come to interact with us to motivate, I could not see your killing smile and charming presence anymore. I was crying for one week and still my heart is crying to believe that a person, so motivated and who motivated people like us, how can he end his own life like this. The 14th june to still now I am searching some questions, why? and what is the reason? I was unable to understand what happened?
I think we lost everything by losing you. Because you were more than anything to people who were your fans, who thought about you. Every night, when I see the night sky, whenever I see the bright star I believe that is you. May be you can hear all of our voices and may be you are also crying by seeing our love. It was really pathetic for me to see your last legacy “Dil Bechara”. Last time I felt it is your real life Sushant story. Whole world is now crying for you. If it is possible, if God for one time ask us to fulfill our one wish, it would definitely be asking to bring you back.
We all are fighting for your justice, we believe that your pure soul will get the justice one day and the people who gave you this much pain, who snatched you from us, who forcefully stopped all your dreams. They will get punishment and go behind the bars.
You were with us, you still are with us. We will never forget you. You will be my inspiration star forever. We will try to fulfill your unending dreams that you really wanted to do. Be happy wherever you are, if possible please come back.
Lots of love for you sushant, my forever inspiration star.
Your silent follower
Your die heart fan