Main tumhari

Sushant I have never met you… But I have a lot to tell you, basically we are from the same town, I saw your first time on the sets of ‘kis desh main hai mera dil’, the way you captured the character was really adorable.

I have seen all your interviews, your episodes,  promotions etc…everything and through which I’m just 💯 sure that wherever u reached till now was just because of your hardwork and I never saw any ego or attitude on your face ever, it was just that cute long smile with blinky eyes.

You have really taught me a lesson of living. Your latest movie ‘dil bechara’ had just broke my heart completely, you had given a brillant message through that and, which really aroused insanity from myself. I just have a one complain from God that why only him why??????????????

India needs such sons, to open the fucking dirty eyesight of people. My family and my husband are just upset with me because day and night whenever I use my phone or I watch tv, I just watch you, I just try to understand you more and more and I just wish to see you everywhere.

(Tum na hue mere toh kya, mein tumhari, mein tumhari hi rahugi)

Apka hamesa se dream hai ki aap har kisi ki help kr sako even if you were a big star and without any exceptions and returns, and you did well, I salute you for that. I will 💯 try to do the same and teach my daughter as well, infact my daughter is also your biggest fan sushant …this world was actually not meant for such a great soul like you, yeh duniya hi gandi hai.

I want to adopt a child and I’m gonna name him ‘sushant’, aap nhi ho par apki yaadein bahut hai. Woh khatam nhi ho sakti or naa hi main chahti hu ki woh khatam ho, I will just pray to god ki please jis din mere life se sushant ke sapne poore nhi ho payenge, us din mujhe bhi apne pas bula lena. I have really lost the faith to live my life.

When I got tht news, I was shocked and I was not ready to believe that, I have started behaving like a mad person, I was reacting very horribly. Main bas chahti thi ki mai bhi duniya chodd du, mujhe zara bhi dil nhi krta tha jeene ka but again and again mujhe yeh yaad tha ki sushant ke sapne bahut hai.

He was a brave guy aur main uski rani ban kr itni kamzor rahugi toh he will be angry on me so I have started watching all his interviews and whatever he has done for people till now, which actually helps me to live. The way he love his family, his sisters, his fans, it was so amazing isliye mein bhi chahti hu Sushant ke jaise ban ke jeeu.

I can understand what his family is going through right now par hum sab sath mil kr sushant ke sapne pure karenge, we will help the needy, will try to make people understand the real morals of life.

Just one line from dil bechara –

Ek tha Raja, ek thi Rani, dono mar gye khatam kahani. This is what we all listen from our Grandma….Par raja nhi hai but hum sab unki raniya milke unke dreams, unke passions, humse jitna ho paata hai utna karenge, jab tak raniya zinda hai tab tak hamara raja bhi zinda hai.

#justiceforssr
Love, sapna