Letter to the Genius

It’s a year Sushant,

Seriously writing these lines are the toughest. It still feels like “Kal Ki Hi Baat Hai”, yes it’s Kal Ki Hi Baat Hai, when I used to wait for your films, when I used to tell about your story to everyone, when everyone in school used to tease me as your brother, when i used to snatch remote from everyone to watch your film that I have watched 10 times, kal ki hi baat hai when the songs of Raabta were on my nerves. Once, a teacher scolded me because I was singing “Main Tera Boyfriend” during one of my classes.

I can’t believe that 12 years ago, same Manav whom everyone used to see at 9:00 p.m. is not here anymore. June gave me Manav, June gave me Shiv and ZIlan. This was the same june where we all directed SSR:The Untold Story, on twitter and the hashtags used was #SSRTUS and this is the same june which took you. But you are not gone anywhere, you are still with us, “You are just me away from glory”.

I want to write more but I don’t know how to write, I don’t have words. Yes, you asked one time in your musing in 2017 “Can I see something that does not have a word?”, and the answer is SUSHANT SINGH RAJPUT”. I also cry, I cry because some people are still using for their own purpose, sometime it feels like I don’t want anything, I don’t care what people think and everyone should stop trolling you because I want that you and your legacy should stay. I want nothing except you. One year ago, I was spending my lockdown while watching your films and now it’s tough to even watch them.

But I promise you, I am going to do everything that can keep you alive. I will not do this but sushant in me will do it.

From Sushant In Me To Sushant in You
Baibhaw