Dear Sushant,
Its been months since you physically left us but I still feel you are with(in) us. I have finally gathered courage to write this, hoping it reaches you and know how much world loves you Sushant.
I loved you so much watching your serial, movies, shows, interviews. I have been an avid fan of yours since the days of serial KDHMD, and then Pavitra Rishta. I have been consistent audience of hindi TV serials during my teen days and started to watch KDHMD for other leads on the serial and in mid way of the serial, you became my favourite.
Then I got to know that there is this new show Pavitra Rishta on Zee where you are playing a main lead. My mother and I began to watch this from the very beginning and started liking it as it somewhat resonated to our culture, the story of the show was very much related then it had become a daily routine not to miss this show by any means to a point where my whole family used to sit and watch this without missing even single episode (even if missed,used to catch it up on telecast next day).
Interestingly, my father and brother also got into watching this show so much than me, which rarely happened otherwise. When I got to know that you are leaving it for doing some other stuff, it made me feel sad and I had left watching it for few days.We loved watching it and till it ended we were the constant audience.
I even followed your work on every other shows in ZND(that performance with basketball prop still is my favourite one), JDJ(I would say that performance on O re Piya song is timeless beauty!)
In this show, I dont know why I always rooted, vouched, made sure to vote for you). You were awesome as a dancer. Every other BTS during these shows on TV, awards functions or any other things, I always adored in every bit of that.
The time when I got to know you will be featuring movies made me feel so proud from the heart. Always eager to watch all your movies and reading on these things would make feel so good, so proud that a star should be like this, look at the choices he is making.
You were truly amazing in all the movies starting from Kai Po Che to Chhichhore and ofcourse Dil Bechara. All the interviews of yours from initial days into movies till now has made me so proud. I always used to think how amazing this guy has come so far with those knack of skills that probably any other bollywood actor can ever think of, be it acting, dancing, learning about science, explaining things, doing all those cute, smart things especially during interviews.
I always used to wonder how a star can even reply to common people like that in real. Your thoughts, posts, pictures, videos on social media were utmost interesting and that’s why people could connect with you in every possible way I believe. Now see how I wish you know how these genuine fans are making world upside down to bring justice, celebrating the legacy and trying to make all your those vivid beautiful dreams to come true. Always looked and loved you from distance, now I feel atleast for once I should have gathered courage to connect with you, the only regret!!
They always say that there’s one person who walks into your life and changes it forever, unfortunately/fortunately Sushant, not only you walked into my life through whatever the medium be, but along with millions of people across the world can say that you’ve definitely left so much impact on us that can never be forgotten.
I know words are not capable enough to convey the feeling and I can go on writing that how much I (infact so many millions of people across the world) loved, adored, and admired you. You were born star and always will be a star here in our hearts forever as they say the ones we love but lose are always around us in some or the other way. I hope you are at a good place now and till we meet on other side of the universe, you will always stay in me!!
PS: Fan thi, fan hu aur hamesha fan rahungi Sushant!!
Yours truly,
Sincere Admirer