Dear Sushant Bhai..!
It’s been so many days since we lost you, and not a day was spent by me without your thoughts.
Since I watched M. S Dhoni: The Untold Story (in Telugu), I always wanted to know about your life, because it’s so hard to resemble a person in a biopic, and you nailed the performance in the film being Dhoni Bhai, and I truly loved it. But, I couldn’t spare time much because I am too depressed and immersed in my family issues and studies.
To be honest, I also loved your performance as “Sarfaraz” in PK. I started from that point, learned the “Char Kadam” song, felt as though my brother was performing in that song.
Since lockdown started, all of us have got time to know things we “overlooked”, and I started knowing about you. And the first thing I liked about your appearance was your eyes. What an eyes they were..! I love your quirky looks too, and the way you smile always melts my heart.
I know it sounds silly, but I had a bad feeling on the day you left us. I had this weird feeling that something will happen that makes me sad, and your news came out. There was barely a day I had not cried for you since that incident.
Since I came to know that you were an introvert, I also felt that you couldn’t have shared all your problems with people who love and care for you, because I would do the same, because I too am an introvert. I can understand the struggle, and pain that bothered you so long.
I too have a list of dreams I would fulfill in the future, and I swear I’ll add some of your dreams on my list, and I’d do it for you because, after my parents, the person with whom I connected too emotionally is YOU.
Everyone who admires you, including me know you love stars, the moon, and planets. And you became one of them in the life you built up with the support of your family, friends, and admirers. It’s so hard to find a good person like you in these times.
Hope you attain peace and return to us if possible. We will get justice for your death, and we will make sure the culprits get punished.
We miss you, Bhai, always..!