Guilt and Prayers

Hey, I am Sowmya I don’t know if you are able to see this but I know you are watching over all of us. Today I watched Dil Bechara and I sobbed not because we lost manny but because we lost Sushant. You immortalized the day before my 14th birthday and it has been almost a year and a month and I feel guilty. I am sorry that we didn’t treat you well and I want to meet you so bad and hug you just to comfort you.

I don’t know what depression you went through but I am sorry that you had to go through what you went through. And whoever is responsible for your death will pay because karma is a brutal beast. I am going to take on as many of the things on your bucket list as I can and do it before I die. Promise.

Hope you are finally at the place where you are happy and healthy. You were too good for us. I am sorry. I love you and I wish I showed this love 2 years ago. I wish I have some sort of time traveling device so that I can come back and show you some love, take away the loneliness you went through, and show you screenshots of all the tweets of how many people loved you. Alas. Sorry

LOVE,
SOWMYA VEERA