To The Reason for my Existence

Dearest Sushi,

The three words, I miss you, can never quite articulate what missing a person means. Have you ever felt the lump on your throat when the realization as to the person whom you loved, adored and looked upon is not here to guide you anymore? Have you felt your voice cracking every time you use past tense when referring to a person who once captivated you heart with a million dollar smile, exceptional intellectual skills and hilarious sense of humor? I just describe what I feel every single time I think of you.

You were beyond human thinking. You are. You will never know how happy and excited I am to read and listen each and every interview of yours, for in every single interview, there is something you can learn. It made me a better person and I’m still thankful to you for giving me such beautiful memories. For a south Indian based person like me, Bollywood films weren’t much of an interest plus, I wasn’t allowed to watch what’s not my type. But of course, you were an exception. Every time your movie or your interview releases, me and my family used to sit together and watch it with pride brimming in our eyes as though you are our family member.

Those are some memories which made my life brighter. You’re adorable smile and kindness made my heart flutter. It still gives me goosebumps whenever you I see you smile. Every passing minute without you feels like a stab. Please come back, hero! Every day, I wake up to realize that I breathe under the sky which we don’t share. Either take me to the other side, the better place, or come back to me, and all your million fans who wait desperately every single day for your arrival.

Or maybe, this dark world didn’t deserve your sparkling brightness.
🙏🏻🦋🥂🎶 🔱💪🏻❤️🙏🏻💥👊🌪🌏💫❤️
Shine on, My love!
Kriti :):