Dearest Sush,
I’ve never met you in this life but we’ve met each other many times in this sansar. That’s why I’m so connected with you. You were Manav, Ishaan, Dhoni, Mansoor, Lakhna etc. because you gave life to those characters. But for me, you were an extraordinary human being with a childlike innocence which captured my heart, your beautiful face with twinkling eyes, your long neck with your Adam’s apple 😊 the way you presented yourself, the knowledge you had about this world is beyond imagination.
Lot of people couldn’t fathom you. They didn’t understand what you were saying because their standards were not so high as yours. Every interview of yours, you were giving a message. I used to be mesmerised by you because I was able to relate to what you were saying. You always felt something was missing, I wanted to talk to you and tell you that missing part, you got answers for that.
But I didn’t know how to get in touch with you… But today I regret that I didn’t find a way. When you said that by acting you can released yourself so you didn’t have to show your inner self to anyone. I so understood that feeling…..
My Dearest Sush, I pray for you every single day for you to transit to a better place so that you’re safe and sound. This human world is cruel and you were a delicate flower in it. You were beyond anyone’s reach. There’s no prize tag for you. That’s why you were a threat to those who are insecure.
Your destiny brought you to Bollywood in order for you to face your karma. That’s the bitter truth because otherwise you could have been an engineer, a scientist or anyone whom you desired . But you had a path, you were destined to make a difference and inspire many young people and you achieved all that within the little span of time on this earth.
You’re a much much bigger star than so many. Please know that. Not a day goes by that I don’t look at your photos, your interviews, your self Musing Quotes which I take it very seriously and apply in my life. Listening to your film songs (Kedarnath) is my special. It’s etched in my heart.Every day when I travel to work by train to London, I look for you, will I see you somewhere in busy stations, escalators.. Searching you.. How my mind deceive me..
I pray for your beloved father, your sisters..Justice for them and all of us who loves you unconditionally so that we have a closure. I sincerely hope Indian authorities will do the right thing.
I’m not going to write about that. This letter is for you Sushant. Only for you.
Good bye my dear child until we meet again in this long journey of sansar.
Yours
Silent Admirer 💛🦋💫🌪️🙏🏽