TO MY SENIOR

Dear Senior,
I am Sushant Jain, your junior. You had given that name yourself. I lost my mother and my elder brother Shreyas in 2017 when I was in 8th. Then I became depressed very much. But after 6-7 months, I started to recover. I tried my best to become a happy, tension-free boy like you. My favorite cricketer is M.S.Dhoni. I became your fan when you portrayed the character of M.S.Dhoni. In 2019,a few days before I messaged you through my Instagram (though I have deleted the account now) that I am very much depressed because of my exam. I have prepared well but still I am suffering from uncertainty. Actually I had a little hope  to get back a reply from you as one of my friends had got a reply from you. Then you actually texted me back saying koi nahi Junior, sab thik hoga. All the best, Junior Sushant. I don’t know if I have the ability to become your junior. But I really had the desire to meet you. I have written in one of my notebook also that I want to meet M.S.D,  Lionel Messi, S.S.R, Darshan Raval, my Maa and my elder brother,Shreyas. My Maa ,Shreyas also passed away on 14th June. You also went back to your Maa on 14th. Kya connection hai bhaiya iss date ke sath? Kya yeh date Zindagi bhar mujhe rulake hi jayega? After 14th June,2020 I wrote after the names that I will meet you, maa, Shreyas after my death. I also don’t want to die, but I don’t know why I feel that I will go back to all of you very soon. I also wished to reply you after the result out of that exam. But the result came after 14th June. Anyway bhaiya, I don’t know if you would read this or not. But I wished to tell you all this from a long period. Bye Bhaiya, we will meet soon.
With love and regards
your Junior Sushant.