Dear Sushant,
It’s me again! Before we begin, I just wanna tell you that I’ve been wanting to appear first on SelfMusing but now all I can think is that you will be able to read it, which I am lucky and happy for.
So Flashback first,
It’s been months since your disappearance and your fans are very disappointed by this. You left us, all alone with no confidence that you will return. Till today we fight for your justice, but what can we do? It’s god’s puzzle, he wants you to solve it. Why not come down and help us? Why not answer our questions?
You have portrayed many characters and I love them all equally. I didn’t appreciate your presence but in your absence, my life turned UPSIDE-DOWN. I regret it till this day. Your every character teaches everyone something new. Your character in KaiPoChe taught me to be a good friend. In M.S Dhoni- The Untold Story, you taught me how to learn, inspire and chase your dreams, which is what you wanted us to do in real life as well. In Detective Byomkesh Bakshy, you made me understand that when you observe, you succeed. But of course, how can I ever forget MANNY?
Oh well you taught me everything one needs to learn through MANNY. But a finite ending was what made me burst into tears, one you never will have. Though you might have taken a step to the other side, I believe that you are still here spiritually. Your absence has caused large issues.
Your aren’t like salt, you are salt. The most important ingredient that give taste to life. When I saw you in the biopic of my favorite cricketer, I was astonished! Then I started dreaming about being an actress just as successful as you and not more, meeting you and taking a walk in the forest, later hiking and talking to you about how you inspired me to do so.
But on June 14, I heard the news from one of my friends, at first it wasn’t sad or depressing but just as days went by, I tried my best to get you back. I tried becoming a paranormal, unfortunately I failed. I just couldn’t connect to your soul. My heart sank to deepest part of the sea, where none lies. I started seeing you in my dreams and I believed that you were finally answering my prayers. But now, I can see them no more. I am lucky I knew you before your death, I am lucky I saw you atleast once in my dream and mostly I am surely LUCKY that I am your fan.
My Last Message,
To your family- Stay Strong because Justice WILL be found!
To fans- SSR never dies, a legend’s legacy must be followed!
To YOU- Love you always, both as a fan and a sister. I’ll live strong as long as you live within ME.
Signing off,
With Love
Harshini💖💝💘